This is the text of the last letter written by Prof. Adolfo Parmalina, before jumping from the viaduct Messina-Palermo on October 2 last year. A witness, again, that Italy is a country failed, hopeless.
The Judiciary Barcelona / Messina would like to put in the pillory would humiliate me, delegitimize, chasing me because I dared to do my duty as a citizen, denounced the dishonesty The Mafia, the connivance, covers and complicity of corrupt state officials and diverted. I can not allow these individuals to offend my dignity as a man, father, husband, servant of the state and university lecturer.
I can not allow these individuals to make a fool of myself and to soil my image, I can not allow my name to the papers same as that of a criminal. They decided to crush, to destroy me.
not acquiesce to that, I claim my story with strength, my courage and my independence. I am a free man who is so determined to lie in wait beneath the massacre and that the system above would hold out.
Ask the lawyer. Mariella Cicero to the reasons for my action, the drama that I experienced in recent weeks, ask the Senator ask Beppe Lumia Cristaldi to the Major, ask the lawyer. Repici to Fabio, ask my brother Biagio. They have all the elements and all documents necessary to let you know the story: the genesis, the causes, the events that I am suffering and victimization.
I have taken away the serenity, peace, tranquility, physical and mental strength. I have taken away the joy of living. I can not think of anything else. I ask forgiveness from all for a gesture that I never thought of having to perform.
To my beloved daughter Gilda, and Basil, and Gilduzza Basye, light and pride of my life, I would recommend be united, strong, not to be overwhelmed by negative events not to be disheartened, to study, to qualify, to never give up, not to be too idealistic, forgive me and understand my state of mind: I will guide you with the thought, with much love, I will pray for you, rejoice and suffer with you.
To my beloved partner in life, my Cettina, strong woman, courageous, sweet, nice and understanding: I ask you to make an extra effort, not to cry, to be even stronger and to guide our children with even more love, to be more good and more tenacious than it was me.
To my brother, Biagio and Emilio, always good to want to ask, do not forget about me: I have always loved, I ask you assist with the care and love our parents who are in such need. To my beautiful mom and my amazing dad: I want so much, I send you a hug, you always carry in my heart, you are a force of nature, you gave me so much more than they deserved. To all my relatives, my in-laws, my uncles, my cousins, my nephews, my mother-in-law: I ask you to stay close to Gilda, to Basil and Cettina. I ask you to support them.
To my friends I'll always be grateful for their proximity, for their love, for having spent so many hours happy and carefree. At my university, my students, my collaborators and to my team I will always be grateful for the care and patience expressed to every day. Thanks. 1, that was my life. I spent 30 wonderful years in the university and enthusiastic love of my work as a university lecturer and researcher.
research projects, the search for new, were my life. How many young students have led to graduation. How many good memories.
Now a clan wanted me off the most beautiful things: happiness, the joy of living, my family, the desire to do the strength to look ahead.
I feel like a broken man, destroyed. Please remember with a smile, a prayer, a gesture of affection, with a flower. If I hurt someone I humbly want me to forgive.
I had so much in life. Then, 50 years, I lost my peace of mind for the choice of a judiciary who decided to morally shot in the legs. This system I have fought in all institutions. Now I'm exhausted, I have no energy to do it and I leave in silence. Some will have some remorse, apparently in remorse for having misled a man who blindly believed, wrongly, in the institutions.
A hug her again and again by a man who until a few months ago, smiling at life.
(October 15, 2008)
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